Hands are Shaking - Faith is Broken
Let’s be real. I’m a little bitter.
I’ve had no sex drive for two months and today it hit all at once. Wtf.
I feel broken and worthless. I don’t know how to fix this. I feel like I’ve failed and I don’t know who to turn to.
"Marry your best friend. I do not say that lightly. Really, truly find the strongest, happiest friendship in the person you fall in love with. Someone who speaks highly of you. Someone you can laugh with. The kind of laughs that make your belly ache, and your nose snort. The embarrassing, earnest, healing kind of laughs. Wit is important. Life is too short not to love someone who lets you be a fool with them. Make sure they are somebody who lets you cry, too. Despair will come. Find someone that you want to be there with you through those times. Most importantly, marry the one that makes passion, love, and madness combine and course through you. A love that will never dilute - even when the waters get deep, and dark."
I don’t know what’s more discouraging - knowing that I’m epically failing or not feeling the support from those I care about most.
I am the big time winner with bronchitis, sinus infection and fevers for days.
TAKE ME HOME! :(
I’ve had a fever the last two days and pretty much all I want to do is go home and sleep in my own bed but no, I have finals. Don’t grow up kids.
I feel like I’m dying so there’s that. Sick life for daysssss